Talk about fun times!
I've had a headache since Sunday. No amount of Advil has helped. I've also been a lot hungrier in the past few days than normal. That could be because of my reduction in food. I'm not changing WHAT I eat, but HOW MUCH I'm eating.
You have to understand. I'm a person who can eat a large pizza by himself in one sitting. I can eat an entire package of cookies in about 2 hours. I have eaten a full roll of cinnamon rolls (8) and still had room for more! This is NOT going to help me live longer!
Adding to that is my blood pressure. Many of you know that I'm hypertensive. It's so bad I had to go on medicine so I could have surgery on my hand earlier this year. The doctor actually told me that my blood pressure was so high that putting me under anesthesia could kill me. Not good news to hear.
My dad had high blood pressure. It ultimately led to his death in 1992. I really don't want to follow in his footsteps in that regard, so I've decided to work on it.
My grandmother used to say I looked "emaciated" when I was a kid. Granted, until I entered college, I weighed, at most, 120 lbs. When I got out of college, I ballooned to 180 pounds. My ideal weight is 140, according to my doctor. When did my metabolism slow to a snail's pace? Is this what they mean when they say, "you're getting older?" Eegads!
I'll be 35 in October. Until recently, that seemed like a young age. Now that it's approaching, it doesn't feel so young any more. In fact, it feels quite ancient. To you folks reading this who are older, please reassure me that it gets better with age. Please!
I keep trying to get a grip on this "age" thing. I think back to my younger years and try to remember what it was like to feel like a birthday took forever to arrive. I try to remember how long a school year felt, how long it took for Christmas to show its face, how far away summer vacation seemed. Nowadays, it's like I blink
I don't feel like a dad. I don't feel like a 35-year-old man. Man. I'm a man now. Not a kid. Not a teen. A man. Not me. I was never going to be a man. People call me Mr. Simmonds now. That was my dad, not me.
I'm watching friends' kids grow up and go to school. Several of my friends from Florence are sending their kids to school where we used to go. I can't imagine sending Robbie down the same halls I roamed in Florence. It would be too weird.
I have gray hair. GRAY HAIR!! Where did that come from? It's in my beard (when I grow it) and streaks on my head. I blame that on work and the kid. Especially work! :-)
I saw a bumper sticker one time that said "We're adults. When did that happen? How do we make it stop?" I couldn't agree with that sentiment more!
So here's to getting older. Now, if you'll excuse me, it's time to take my pills and get the gray out of my hair!